Showing posts with label loyalism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loyalism. Show all posts

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Ghost Life: Part I

A novella, or short story, in a series of installments.

Part I: The feast of Stephen.
  Drafted again.  Another fucking relative.  And no occasion for false consolation.  None of this, “he died in his sleep”, “sure, he didn’t suffer”, or “he had a quare long life, sure” – none of that.  Dominic died slowly, from leukaemia, and he suffered, by fuck did he suffer.  He was only forty seven, the poor fucker, only forty seven, and he’d spent most of that in jail with loyalist psychos because of a string of armed robberies.  His wife, Auntie Margo, had been eighteen years his senior, but her vivacity had prevented this from being a barrier to their fling, and marriage.  That was only two years ago.  Now she looked frazzled, washed out, almost deader than he was.  Most of their marriage had been spent with him being diagnosed, then going through a series of treatments, each of which seemed to logarithmically accelerate his degeneration.  They had clung on to the dwindling odds of remission until the poor bastard expired his last puff of air.  And there were a lot of people who had once called him all the sleekit bastards and scums of the earth under the sun now commending his memory to their pint glasses.


Friday, November 5, 2010

Wesley explains

Wesley explains.

  Fuckin, you know how it is like.  Fuckin miserable, dawmp day in Belfawst.  What’s fuckin new?  Sweat clingin tae us like shite tae a fuckin blanket.  Soon as ah got up, ah had a shawr, wore mah clean tracksuit n gold chains like, threw on the oul spice.  But ah’m still sticky as fuck.  My head’s like a big fuckin pizza left out in the sun.  It’ll be them amphetamines.  Ah have tae get off that shite fir a while, like.  Fuckin pulse is hummin in mah skull, like, n I could fair panel the first bawstard that gives us any lip.  Couldn eat breakfast either, an nigh ah’m fuckin starvin, n sweatin buckets n ah’ve gottae go down the school and pick up the wee man.  Maureen’s supposed to be doin it, but she’s cryin sick.  Aye she’s sick alright, sick in the head, n she’s got another thing comin if she thinks I’ve got time to be doin her fuckin chores.  I’m s’posed to be collectin.  Fuckin... some people... take the pish.